I'll admit it. I'm one of "those people." One of those people who think I will be happiest soon as I have the perfect job. One of those people who thinks that I will be happiest after I've traveled a least 5 new places. One of those people who think I will be happiest after the greatest night of my life. I am a destination happiness seeker. Somewhere along the way, I have forgotten the point of it all. This entire blog is about my JOURNEY to happiness, not solely abut achieving it. Its almost as if I wake up everyday wondering is this going to be the day. Is this going to be the day I get my happiness? Forgetting about the lessons and the daily joys. I am waiting on the ultimate destination. I cannot over look and skip past the small stuff. I cannot waste todays laugher because I am not yet where I want to be in life. I cannot waste todays smiles because I haven't checked everything off of my bucket list. I cannot be disappointed when I am looking at the ocean, my place of peace, because I do not own a home on the beach. The ocean is mine to have for free. How awesome is that! How dare I overlook such a wonderful luxury and cloud it with insecurities. There is absolutely nothing wrong with dreaming and wanting more/better fir yourself, but that does not require the complete annihilation of how far I have already come and the path that I am on. I will no longer wonder if today is the day that I get to my ultimate happiness, but start to pick about everything that I loved so much about it. Counting my laughter and smiles along the way.